The Road Ahead (2)

It's starting to look like the last few weeks have been a vacation before I get into the real tough parts of my treatment.

The radiation therapy isn't supposed to be too bad; few side effects; an increase of pain at the beginning due to swelling; but overall an improvement afterwards.

The chemo and immuno are another matter. Both of them are supposed to be pretty rough. When I hear that I have to wait for the immunotherapy because there aren't any beds available, I kind of deduce that I'm going to be hospitalized, instead of staying in the comforts of home.

Then there's the uncertainty. I really haven't had much information in the last few weeks, and there is still no clear decision about the immunotherapy. The road ahead is shrouded in mist, and I don't have the map.

As I was thinking about that, the following came to mind:

And when I cannot see I'll trust
For then I know Thou surely must
Be still my all in all.

The only way I'll get through all this is to trust Him.